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by Medium Ugly

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recorded by justin at trash crick studios in pittsburgh, pennsylvania

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released April 18, 2017

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Medium Ugly Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

caleb/drums
kensey/bass & vocals
justin/guitar & vocals

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Track Name: tell me something i don't know
you keep telling me that i'm a failure
tell me something i don't fucking know
all the words you say to me make me uncomfortable
i'm a disappointment
i'm fucking up
i keep myself hidden away from you
and you'll never know

you keep telling me something i already know
Track Name: stay low
what i want what i need
you keep them just out of reach

now i can't be comfortable
so its ice cold stares
can't read my future
with tight fists hands
calloused grips hanging on
to what should slip

hanging on

stare at my feet like a crystal ball
but they can't answer me at all
so i stay real low
i won't be found
Track Name: angry
do you feel okay with yr decision
flowing through yr clogged veins
pumping all through yr body
now it nestles deep inside yr brain

anger building at any moment yr ready to fight
fear flowing through narrow veins into yr narrow mind

do you feel okay with no vision
in yr eyes while you cry
over all the decisions you made with anger in yr eyes?
Track Name: void
i don't want to be around me
i can't be around you

when everything's disgusting
tell me, what do you do?
i live and breathe self loathing
can't help it. feels true
fall back to the void
wait for all this turn into nothing

i don't want to be around me
i can't be around you

when everything's disgusting
tell me, what do you do?
i found a different habit
but its nothing new
fall back to the void
wait for all this to just turn back into nothing
Track Name: closed circuit tv
closed circuit tv
watches over me
they can see me breathe
they're inside of me
can't you feel their eyes
move around inside
your rapid moving mind
under watch all the time

they've seen my face
they know my name
you think yr special
but we're all the same
just money numbers
in their profit game
closed circuit tv
watches over me
Track Name: gone
loud noises to fill the silence you left
burn fires to warm the cold you left
drink more to kill the pain you left
you left behind
you're gone

nightmares sleep here now
you move in the shadows now
your memory is fading now
now that you're gone
you're gone
Track Name: forced to stay alive
raised in a world that i dont want to be in
stuck in a body that i can never leave
i wanted to leave this body ever since i was a kid

i was raised their boy. even when i didn't feel like their boy
when i was alone i dreamed i was born a girl
i wanted to leave this body even when i was a kid

born to die
forced to stay alive

call me selfish for wanting to leave
when i speak of death you pour the guilt on me
i want to leave this worthless fucking body