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you keep telling me that i'm a failure
tell me something i don't fucking know
all the words you say to me make me uncomfortable
i'm a disappointment
i'm fucking up
i keep myself hidden away from you
and you'll never know
you keep telling me something i already know
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stay low
01:48
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what i want what i need
you keep them just out of reach
now i can't be comfortable
so its ice cold stares
can't read my future
with tight fists hands
calloused grips hanging on
to what should slip
hanging on
stare at my feet like a crystal ball
but they can't answer me at all
so i stay real low
i won't be found
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angry
01:30
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do you feel okay with yr decision
flowing through yr clogged veins
pumping all through yr body
now it nestles deep inside yr brain
anger building at any moment yr ready to fight
fear flowing through narrow veins into yr narrow mind
do you feel okay with no vision
in yr eyes while you cry
over all the decisions you made with anger in yr eyes?
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4. |
void
01:43
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i don't want to be around me
i can't be around you
when everything's disgusting
tell me, what do you do?
i live and breathe self loathing
can't help it. feels true
fall back to the void
wait for all this turn into nothing
i don't want to be around me
i can't be around you
when everything's disgusting
tell me, what do you do?
i found a different habit
but its nothing new
fall back to the void
wait for all this to just turn back into nothing
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5. |
closed circuit tv
01:45
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closed circuit tv
watches over me
they can see me breathe
they're inside of me
can't you feel their eyes
move around inside
your rapid moving mind
under watch all the time
they've seen my face
they know my name
you think yr special
but we're all the same
just money numbers
in their profit game
closed circuit tv
watches over me
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6. |
gone
01:58
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loud noises to fill the silence you left
burn fires to warm the cold you left
drink more to kill the pain you left
you left behind
you're gone
nightmares sleep here now
you move in the shadows now
your memory is fading now
now that you're gone
you're gone
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forced to stay alive
01:46
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raised in a world that i dont want to be in
stuck in a body that i can never leave
i wanted to leave this body ever since i was a kid
i was raised their boy. even when i didn't feel like their boy
when i was alone i dreamed i was born a girl
i wanted to leave this body even when i was a kid
born to die
forced to stay alive
call me selfish for wanting to leave
when i speak of death you pour the guilt on me
i want to leave this worthless fucking body
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