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by Medium Ugly

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1.
you keep telling me that i'm a failure tell me something i don't fucking know all the words you say to me make me uncomfortable i'm a disappointment i'm fucking up i keep myself hidden away from you and you'll never know you keep telling me something i already know
2.
stay low 01:48
what i want what i need you keep them just out of reach now i can't be comfortable so its ice cold stares can't read my future with tight fists hands calloused grips hanging on to what should slip hanging on stare at my feet like a crystal ball but they can't answer me at all so i stay real low i won't be found
3.
angry 01:30
do you feel okay with yr decision flowing through yr clogged veins pumping all through yr body now it nestles deep inside yr brain anger building at any moment yr ready to fight fear flowing through narrow veins into yr narrow mind do you feel okay with no vision in yr eyes while you cry over all the decisions you made with anger in yr eyes?
4.
void 01:43
i don't want to be around me i can't be around you when everything's disgusting tell me, what do you do? i live and breathe self loathing can't help it. feels true fall back to the void wait for all this turn into nothing i don't want to be around me i can't be around you when everything's disgusting tell me, what do you do? i found a different habit but its nothing new fall back to the void wait for all this to just turn back into nothing
5.
closed circuit tv watches over me they can see me breathe they're inside of me can't you feel their eyes move around inside your rapid moving mind under watch all the time they've seen my face they know my name you think yr special but we're all the same just money numbers in their profit game closed circuit tv watches over me
6.
gone 01:58
loud noises to fill the silence you left burn fires to warm the cold you left drink more to kill the pain you left you left behind you're gone nightmares sleep here now you move in the shadows now your memory is fading now now that you're gone you're gone
7.
raised in a world that i dont want to be in stuck in a body that i can never leave i wanted to leave this body ever since i was a kid i was raised their boy. even when i didn't feel like their boy when i was alone i dreamed i was born a girl i wanted to leave this body even when i was a kid born to die forced to stay alive call me selfish for wanting to leave when i speak of death you pour the guilt on me i want to leave this worthless fucking body

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recorded by justin at trash crick studios in pittsburgh, pennsylvania

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released April 18, 2017

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Medium Ugly Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

caleb/drums
kensey/bass & vocals
justin/guitar & vocals

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